a natural disaster

it's been a long, cold winter
without you
i've been crying on the inside
over you
you've just slipped through my fingers
so life turned away
it's been a long, cold winter
since that day..
and it's hard to find, hard to find, hard to find the strength now
but i try
and i don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna, don't wanna to speak now
of what's gone by
cause no matter what i say, no matter what i do
i can't change what happened, can't change what happened
no matter what i say, no matter what i do
can't change what happened, can't change what happened
no matter what i say, no matter what i do
can't change what happened, can't change what happened
no, no, can't change
you've just slipped through my fingers
and now i feel so ashamed
you've just slipped through my fingers
and i've paid